| Wandering Sydney.... I arrvived sydney with limited preparaton and everything to me is so fresh and so insecure. Everything here charged heavily, which made me frustrated. After arrived in Hostel, I even didt know what should I did next . I just stayed in the room to take some rest after a long flight. I got roomates from state, england. But it was quite difficult for me to catch their accent. At the very begining I thought finding foreigner friends was easy for me but the fact was not. I just walked around without purpose and got on the bus randomly. what I came across was really nice, the building, the harbour. The bus took me to somewhere that I didn't know. After walking several steps, I got access to the University of Sydney. I do like travel the University, somehow may be due to the adventure in CUHK. It was really a nice college with amazing building. However, my mood started to decline with the sunset. I didnt know that why I suddenly felt that alone, all I wanted was not like that. All beautiful scene to me was nothing. May be i was used to going evrerywhere with my woman, fds, family. Without sharing made everything meaningless to me. And the night was so long that the time engulfed me totally. I was asking myself am i really weak? I am just a fool? I am that dependant? I am evading? I am those HK guys, who got used to the stable, comfortable and luxary life? Can I really achieve the purpose? The second day, I coughed seriously even worse than any day before. It was lucky to know a Goung Zhau guy with me to travel around. At this moment, I needed sharing. I found a little comfort from him. But the night was always my enemy. I missed my woman, my home so much. Am i come to play? I coughed during the whole night that I could slept for only several hours. What I can do was writing, thinking and writing. Even how tired i was, how small were my eyelids, I only can do these. I even wanted to leave sydney and back to hk at that moment. I was really weak. Suddenly I discovered that I love my woman, my hometown, my volleyball so much. When I put myself in a unfamilier environment, I found myself so inconsiderate and overlooking, who always miss the things around myself. I didnt know the people and the things mean to me for how much. Now I really know what am I embracing is already what I need in the future and at that moment. I didnt want adventure anymore, I only wanted to take back my life......coughing coughing....I can smell the taste of blood.... I was thinking of excuse and wanted to leave......... Finally, Day 3, I chose to go to Blue mountain but not the airport. I still held on. May be every morning gave me energy and new mood. I went there with comfortable transport, which I had never imagine. In this jorney I knew two girls from Turkey. I was so happy to met them. They were special and inspired me a lot. They always prefer walking than taking bus. They minded every trivial things around them. They had a walking pattern that sometimes apart and sometimes together. Due to their background, They seemed full of dream. We hike the blue mountain and found the way to Kambatoo, the town of Blue mountain, During walking, I found mamy beautiful houses, Orginally I would like to stay on Blue mountain, But what a coincident that She took my belongings and left....I had to chase them than Day 4, I met them the second time, It was lucky that I gave her my facebook so that we could contact back. Thanks for "eyeshake" bringing us to book stores which was very very special and relaxing that there was a backyard with a coffee shop.......what a wonderful morning chating and listening to the classic bandsound.....I had never imagine I could really taste this coffee. After that, We separte again......I found myself nothing to do but holding a travel pass which allowed me to travel around sydney unimitedly......I hanged to the Bondi beach and did some excercise.....(I seems adapted to the live here, knowing how to save money on living, eating, transport...)My way of live become easier. My knee recovered much(I think 80%). What next will be strengthening. I was so eager to do some strengthening ex. Nvm, on progress is okay. I met my turkey friend for the third time. That's our destiny? ^^ We walked again to Bondi junction. We shared our history, culture, future, concern, job expereince.......We have to separted each other for the third time. But I do think we will meet again in HK. You must be a professional visial designer and photographer. Whenever you come to HK, I will serve you at least with cats and dogs! But I do learn a lot from them. They have dream, They liked walk. If i was not follow them, I would not have found so many secene and the things around me. It's a kind of respect toward the things beside. I would not knew that the house with yard sold only 33,0000AU dollars...dream house. Every steps have their meaning. But the problem is either you take those step or take the bus......It is totally different. Selen: I can walk, I can walk..............now i love walking. walking made me experencing. I should not overlook myself and the others........look at everything wit true heart. Even drink a cabonated water, they liked anaysising the brand and the detail on the label. Iam looking forward to see the profolio published by you. And thanks for telling me the things about turkey.... When I went to opera house for the final glance, there was some wanderer blowing the music instrucment....classic one which was so match with the environment. I suddenly found that I started to miss Sydney since I will depart to Gold coast next day. Opera house was really realy beautiful at night. I shocked by it and shocked by the music. These four days, I got a great great contrast, All things is depends on how your feeling is......If that day I went to airport.....I may not regret coz I even dont know the next second. But now I learn that all things is very short just like the last glance of the opera house and the pitch of the music, But it will marked in my soul. Also, I have felt it with truheart......I think I guide me how I should treat my future. I suddenly see the view how my mum, dad living and dying, how I marry till her death, how our live will be, how my volleyball route will be. I was shocked after imaging the result. But the most peacful things I think is the same with the moment here, If if have treasure and cherish them with delicated true heart, I think that already enough...........I love sydney now........ All people join together and separte each others. It is an art........... Another cherish is that I improved my English a lot without noticing at least in speaking. And now I got the patience for writing nither 頹寫nor亂唸. next station........... i miss my girl and hk so much |
